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| Well, I don't know why I titled this blog entry the way I did but...yea. Maybe it's cause I really really like the song Need You Now by Lady Antebellum and I can't get it out of my head. I know those aren't the actual lyrics but...I changed it on purpose. Doh. Anyhoo...what shall I ramble about today?
Quick update: I'm out of school now! Summer break is finally here but I feel like I have more shiet to do than I did all year long. Mmm..what else...going to start an internship soon, hopefully tutor and possibly work as a marketing associate. *knock on wood* And oh...did I mention that I have a boyfriend now? 
(this is for memory's sake...)
We've been official as of May 17th, 2010 and unofficially since April 1st, 2010.
APRIL FOOLS!
Double psyche.
We really did start dating--unofficially--on April 1st. Our floor didn't know but we kept it on the down low. Fsho.
(end of entry for memory's sake)
HUMDEDUM.
DUDE. So I've been having hella crazy ass dreams this past year. Last night, I had a dream that my family and I were living in a two story house and but my family caught this weird disease and they all turned cray cray...My dad came home at night and it was raining/thundering outside. He wore his shoes inside the house! He called for us.....but it wasn't his voice. And then I saw that the water dripping off of him was actually this dark thick metallicy liquid. When I looked into his eyes, it felt as if he wasn't "there"...like his mind er consciousness was elsewhere....maybe he was possessed? Iono but his teeth were really straight and white. I was with my sisters at the time and for some odd reason, we were living in a two-story house. I think we were hiding under the table. Anyways...I looked at my dads face and hella freaked out. I turned to look at my sisters and suddenly they too were dripping wet from the same foreign metallicyy fluid my dad was in. Then it flashed back to a couple hours before my dad came home. I was playing with my sisters under the table. We had an empty fish tank in the center of the triangle we formed. Inside of the fish tank was a white, tan, see through insect that kind of looked like a spider/scorpion. It kept on wriggling around the tank like a fish and then it started growing legs and crawling up the glass sides. I remember picking it up and freaking out as it sped towards the opening at the top. My dream flashed back to the present and I was still screaming from the possibility of the spider crawling out. When I looked at my sisters, they too were screaming--but their faces were so distorted and discolored by the black liquid that it made me scream even more. I looked back at my dad and he had a knife and was calling our names and I looked back at the tank and the clear spider-scorpion turned into a freaking neon green spider and crawled out of the tank and onto the wall. The scene changed. It was still night time but I was in a white room with only a bed and closet with my sisters and only the moonlight illuminated the room. The neon green spider was crawling up the wall into the corner where the two walls met the ceiling. My sisters asked me if I was okay. I said I was fine and started towards the odd creature. I was curious. The spider made its way to the ceiling...it was then that I saw that the spider actually had the same pattern as a black widow. I jumped back and screamed, "YOU GUYS ITS A BLACK SPIDER GET BACK GET BACK!!" The spider was growing dude. Shiet. Right when I opened my mouth, the spider jumped off the ceiling towards me and I was flippin balllssss. So scary so scaryyy. I literally fell on my back and then scrambled to get to the door. At this point, the wooden floor turned into dirt and there was fire and trash burning to my right and left. And then I heard my dad walking towards our room..still calling our names...but his footsteps were so slow......
..... and then I woke up to my dad calling my name asking what I was doing and if I was awake yet.
Anticlimactic ending? I know.
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| G'damn. I'm sitting at the Haas library, trying to write my paper for UGBA. I'm practically done brainstorming and am beginning to write my rough draft....but my g'damn cough is slowing me down. Not only is it obstructing my flow of thought, but it is also bothering the people sitting around me. Evidence?
I cough obnoxiously
The guy 4 desks ahead replies with a louder and MORE obnoxious cough as if to tell me to stfu.
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I cough again.
Chairs shift and a guy packs up and leaves.
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I GET THE MESSAGE. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT! I'M SORRY!
Damn you, cough medicine, for not working.
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| So, it's been over a couple years since I last posted on Xanga. It mayyy have to do with the fact that Facebook has taken over my life. What a shame.
Anyways...I forgot that I had a xanga until recently. I was reading through my old posts from 6th grade and oh my. SOOO embarrassing. I'm glad that I had a xanga though. It's like a little diary of my evolution from a teenybopper to a...non-teenybopper? Gawd. I hate teenyboppers. Fortunately, I've changed my ways. . . .
Guess what Xanga? I'm in college now! High school has come and gone. I'm sorry you had to miss it...or part of it haha. A lot of shiet went down. Long story short, had my first boyfriend junior year. Kept it a secret from my parents. Broke up senior year cause he was an incompetent bastard who cheated his way through life and--this I'm more certain of--to college. Senior prom, on the other hand, was the most fun I've ever had at a dance! Went with Brian J., my oniisan. Grad night and the bonfire in the wee early mornin'...I'll never forget it. Joy riding at night, spending long hours tanning at the beach, bonfires at the beach, trips to socal....high school was fun. In terms of my athletic career, me and my twinie partner Vicki Chan placed 4th in CCS junior year. We one-upped ourselves senior year and placed 3rd in girls doubles. At our last out-of-school tournament, we lost our last match and literally started tearing up in unison. It was the end of our doubles badminton careers toegether (at least for me. she went to SJSU and continued to play). It was an amazing experience. :] I was and still am a proud alto mommy. As the only girl in a section of 9 (or was it 10? eff), I was picked on a lot but...my kids are my kids. I love them <3!
It feels so surreal though...I'm sitting here at my cramped up wooden desk...the window is open and I can see the city lights flickering outside. It's hard to believe that most of my peers call this place "home". I moved into Unit 3 my second semester. At first, I was really reluctant. I wanted to be with my old floormates at TC. I mean, they were my adopted family at the time. Plus, the semester was coming to an end and I was finally getting to know them better. In the end, I still decided to move to the dorms. I could meet new people and still have the option of chillin' with my friends back at TC. The best of both worlds, no? But then a voice in the back of my head would always wonder...what if my floormates turned out to be jackasses? What if they didn't like me or judged me? Pah. Now, second semester is coming to an end and it's been almost a semester since I've been on this floor. The results? PHENOMENAL. My floormates are AMAZING. They've made my first year the best experience ever!
First semester, I was ridden with insecurity. I would constantly feel like I didn't fit or 'click' with anyone on my floor...and that everyone was so fake. Well, of course not EVERYONE. But for the most part, yes. Weekends consisted of partying...and them some more--much of which I felt uncomfortable and antisocial at. I guess it just wasn't my scene.
TBC --- gotta watch a movie now haha
Backk. Second semester was bomb diggidy. I don't think there's any other way to put it. I mean...I was proposed to by Bryce at DC3 within the first 2 weeks...played basketball with floormates at the RSF, went partying at lambdas and other places, celebrated shelly, mj, brandon's bdays at Benihanna's and drank, celebrated brian & giseob's birthdays, went to dinners with floormates, played charades, stayed up constantly till 4 er 5 er 6 or had no sleep at all, played tennis with kevin, ran around the campus at night, watched performances (theater for charity & movement), internship w/ packmydorm, floor drama with person x, had people come and stay over (kevin, andrew, daniel, kelly), studying for ugba 10, joining and quitting FSES, falling asleep in classes, having fun at night, late night chats, shannon getting supperrr drunk and worrying like crazy about giseob, giseob saying funny things when he's drunk, facial masks, sweaty p90x, volleyball at night, watching alice in wonderland and eating gelato, man challenges, boat dance, played guitar hero, watched the descendants, braided hair, played with make-up, pulled my first legit all-nighter, climbed 7 flights of stairs when the elevator was broken for 2 weeks, celebrated andrea's birthday, loved and was actually interested in my classes, ______________________ << i'll fill em in as I remember them. But yea...college has been amazing so far. I'm really glad I moved onto the floor. Best decision of my life so far.
Whoops, this turned into a fatty ramble. My bad!
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| WOW its been soo long since i've visited my site haha i wonder WHO still uses xanga? facebook has taken over XD
anyhows JUNIOR year yea? sucks a lot. lots o ppl took their SATs last saturdayyyy college is NEAR guys! cant wait !!! 
homecomming comming up too mmm same with end of FIRST freaking SEMESTER! well the first grading period is gonna end in like 3 days and we have two grading periods this semester? gotta tough it out till the END. blargh.
UNTIL next time! 
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| heyyooo :D i doo miss you xanga ! lol i have always meant to write in you...but....facebook has taken over my life XD haha anyhows....wow this year passed by really quickly....egh....juniors next year...crappers...lol and wow....this year has been...both really great and really bad...soo much shit happened this year but my grades are okay :D haha drama drama anyhows i love HANA YORI DANGO its the beSTEST drama ever! :D haha anyhows wow i realized that i havnt written in this for the longest time ever haha and guesswhat else is new! i've been actually listening to the RADIO dundundun and congrats! the new AMC 16 is finally open! yay! scvals are soon and hopefully me and josh will make it to CCS :'( hopefully! eghh idkk haha well off to homework i go just wanted to...write in my beloved xanga :D OH YEA and WAT THE HECK IS UP WITH ALL THIS POLLEN EVERYWHERE?!?!? WAT THE CRAPPER DOODLES....ROAR lol i inhale the polen and it comes out in sneezes....what goes in must come out. T__T okay dokay HW BABAI :D | | |
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